I've always been bad at men. At the same time, it was also a complex that I had never dated a man. Two years ago, I first met a person who became friends on SNS because I was impatient to be a virgin. The first experience was with that person. However, it just didn't feel right ... Dating, having sex ... I felt something was wrong with this. There was another person I was dating, but it didn't work with that person ... I ended up saying goodbye to myself. Now I only occasionally masturbate when it comes to sexuality. I thought it would hurt to have sex with the next person I'm going to associate with, so I couldn't move on. If I don't feel comfortable, I'm wondering if I have a problem, and honestly I'm not confident. That's why I applied because I wanted to be a professional actor. I want to feel good. That's all my wish.
