SIRO-2059 Amateur AV Experience Shooting 791

I just had my first experience last month, but is it okay for me to appear in an adult video? I'm still inexperienced, but after my first time having sex, I somehow woke up to sex...I've always had a strong libido, and I've been masturbating since I was in the upper grades of elementary school. I didn't think of it as masturbation, but when I touched my body in bed, it felt good, and before I knew it, I was masturbating almost every day lol. When I was in high school, I wanted more stimulation, so I bought a rotor at Don Quijote, and then I tried masturbating with various things such as vibrators, electric massagers, and sausages. I'm really a pervert, aren't I? I'm a pervert that I'm ashamed of myself. I was so absorbed in masturbation that I had no interest in men at all lol. I was embarrassed to be seen naked by others, and I thought it would be better to masturbate with a different toy every day lol. But last month, when my boyfriend came to visit me, he forced me to touch his body. I was surprised! It felt so good! I thought, "Do I make this much noise when a man touches my boobs?!" At first I resisted, but before I knew it, it was like I was violating him. I thought it was bad, but I couldn't stop it. I guess I had a lot of sexual potential to begin with. He was completely put off, and dumped me a few days later. But then I thought, "I'll try to find a way to have sex that feels better."